I feel uneasy.
And yes, I'm listening to The Smiths.
The world seems like a depressing and scary place, and further invokes my sometimes irrational anxieties. I start thinking of death and my mind just can't stop this stream of awful thoughts. I feel my heart beating too rapidly, pressure behind my eyes, my stomach clenches up, I start shaking and feel an overwhelming sense of hopelessness and despair. I hate panic attacks. I can barely cope in my sheltered little world, how could I ever deal with what other people around the world have to deal with? I don't mean to sound selfish. I am very sensitive to the pain and suffering of other people. Sometimes I can't help but take it to heart.
So sick of the senseless fucking violence.
4 comments:
i like senselessness and i love violence.
i just dont like them together
unless bugs bunny is doing it
that's understandable
If you're already feeling depressed or anxious, for God's sake...TURN OFF THE MORISSEY!
I love The Smiths too, but Morissey can drive Tony Little to suicide!
I know what you mean about the panic attacks...they suck! I had them in college...ugh. The worst.
Hang in there, get a good therapist and take good drugs my friend!
Give me a shout if things get too crazy for you!
Thanks, HD - I'm glad you understand. I'll be okay, I actually don't give myself enough credit - I have gotten better with coping with anxiety over the years. I just still have my bad days sometimes.
But, do you know the history of psychiatry? Cause Tom Cruise does, and he doesn't approve of your treatment plan - ha ha ha!
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