Sunday, March 19, 2006

What happens when I sleep too long

The last two mornings, I've slept in much longer than usual, but still feel exhausted. Woke up drenched in sweat, muscles stiff, feeling like I had ground my teeth away. Angry, sad and confused. Feeling out of touch with reality, like I had a mental breakdown in my sleep. Kept getting trapped in awful dreams that normally I could wake myself out of. I feel like my story is all just predictions of an awful, inevitable future. Nothing makes sense right now.

2 comments:

Blush said...

omg i hate those nights. i am beginning to think thats a hormonal thing...i have it too, hang in there!

Nervous Girl said...

i know - fuckin hormones. if we're having this much fun now, i can only imagine what a blast menopause will be.
*shudders*