Monday, October 31, 2005

Sick of Myself

I've got a winning combination of emotions today - self-loathing, disgusted, bored and horny. Don't you love when that happens? I don't want to be here, I don't want to be anywhere. I just have to wait for it to pass and continue to be bland and predictable. I don't like it when I'm like this and I don't blame others for getting fed up with me. But I figured that at least here on this blog, I'm somewhere that I shouldn't have to pretend. Still, I wish I had something better to say! I think I'll just read your blogs instead.


Ms Bees Knees said...

awww, jessica. that gave me total sad face. so true about the blogs being a place where one can be honest about who they. i just choose not to. hahah. my life is lies! all lies! btw, thanks for stopping by. take care!

Grafs said...

Hope you are feeling better soon!

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